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The End of The End (of The Month)

Fuck me, where's this month gone?



I finished up school and received my last A... All As in my MBA program, so my GPA was a 3.9!! (I did get 2 A-'s, hence why it wasn't a 4.0). And work is starting to calm down a bit. It usually has its moments once classes start. It'll slow down, then ramp up right before the class drop date, then slow again, then ramp up once the people who have been dropped actually realize they've been dropped (lol it's funny when it takes them like a week to realize they don't have access to their classes on Canvas anymore)!

I also ended up with COVID, so this past week I got to take half of Thursday off, Friday off, and then I felt better by Saturday, so I got to catch up on some sleep and still have fun for the weekend! Although, now my husband is getting sick, so that sucks...

This next week is a full week, but the following week we get Monday off for Labor Day, Friday is one of our luncheons for work, and then Saturday is a Harvest Festival at the local museum! I'm really looking forward to that!

Anyways, now that it's autumn, I really need to work harder on eating better and taking care of myself. I think both Oat and I have gained 15-20 pounds each! And while we don't look fat, we can definitely tell that we've gained a lot. It's frustrating. Probably one of the factors that plays into us gaining weight is that I've been getting more fast food recently. It's cheap, easy (especially when I'm too tired / depressed to cook), and McDonald's did recently get the Sanrio / Yu-Gi-Oh! crossover Happy Meals recently!!


These are the three plushies that I've gotten so far. I am McDonalds-ed out though, so I don't think I'll be eating anymore of that any time soon. Anyways, I don't have much else to say. I'm looking forward to these last few months of the year (my favorite time of year). Hopefully this year it'll be better for me because I'm done with school!

I'll see you guys later!

The Beginning of The End

I have literally 3 more days left of my MBA program and then I am done.

But work is just now ramping up and I'm finding myself drinking more every weekend because of how stressed it makes me. I know I need to stay at this job because it's a state job and they are impossible to get. I have "good benefits" (they're alright, not the best) but I am getting guaranteed raises every year. My yearly salary already went up like $2k in just this first year of working, and THAT isn't something I've ever gotten at any other job.

I think I'm just sick of helping people. I'm not afraid to admit it - I HATE helping people. I don't get pleasure out of it, I don't care about doing "good" for others. I just don't care. This job is just a paycheck to me, and it sucks that it takes up so much of my personal time. I spend 11 hours of the day away from home (counting my drive to and from work) and that fucking sucks.

Maybe once I recover from the past 4 years of being back in school, I'll be happier and I'll find time to do more stuff that makes me happy.

I hope so. I'm really starting to feel like I'm going to lose it.